[edit] Ah I forgot to put up this one.
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Ok so I went to Sibu, Sarawak last week to meet up with the boyf. Memandangkan he's busy with his practicum and I'm starting work soon, memang tadak time yang lama pon nak boleh berjumpak. He cant come to the Peninsular, so I decided to go there instead after susah payah mintak kebenaran from my mom ^^;;; So anyway, I went there just for the weekend and but the trip was worth every penny :)
Felt a bit awkward seeing him at the airport. I think it's because it had been quite a while kan. Somehow at some point, I kind of forgot that I actually have a boyf haha. Because both of us were busy with our studies and daily stuff and being so far away is so hard, lemme tell you that.
Whatever it is, after a short while we became normal again hehe. Fyi, this trip was also my first time meeting his parents. The whole deal was very nerve- wrecking. But fortunately I sailed through successfully (or so I hoped!) hahaha.
It was pretty sad when I had to head back home :( But it's okay. Next year is the last year he'll be in Auckland then he'll be back in Malaysia for good. Oh but I probably go to Auckland somewhere in May for my graduation. Hopefully la I'll have enough money to go there by then. Ni dengan tak dapat posting apa suma lagi camana nak dapat gaji huhuhu.
Ok to make this even cornier, nah a theme song for this post. Even though the lyrics are actually sarcastic, I like it anyway hehe.
Ok byebye.
I havent been drawing for quite a while. I havent been doing anything artsy for quite some time now. And because of the fact that I have to wait for my posting for about one more bloody month, I may need to start doing some projects to make money and prolly keep my mind at a bit of ease. It's not like I'm that excited to start working, but I really HATE being anxious for something that is not certain and how it may affect how I lead my life in the next few years. I dont know why they havent got around to doing our posting yet because we sent it the forms like months back! How can they say that they've just received our forms? Nanti cakap incompetent marah pulak. But hello, ini memang incompetency in your part wahai BPG (or whoever that is responsible)!
How can those who are supposed to teach in primary schools dah siap semua posting and ours for sekolah menengah tak buat lagi? I am so furious! I'm fuming maddddd!!! Hang pi buat jeruk ka file kami tu? Pi peram lama lama nak buat apa? Ada ka pulak baru nak buat? Bapak la bengong nya next week kot start skolah. Kalo nak tunggu siap proses whatever semua lagi sebulan, then sekolah dah start then you expect us to just waltz in and adjust ourselves within a few days? At least kalo start keja early of the year, we would at least be a bit relaxed (I hope) sebab sekolah baru nak stat and budak budak semua dok baru nak tukaq mood cuti jadi mood pi sekolah.
Fuck it I dont know lah. I'm just rambling on and on here. Bottomline is, I'm just pissed because I hate being anxious about where I will teach. Eeeeeeeeeeeeee *repeatedly bangs head on the wall*
Byebye.
He was finally arranged.
And someone said with a cold, hard chest, "You're a mess!"
He woke up at nights.
He thought he was twice.
He was moving away
cause everyone thinks that it goes away with age.
Hold me now.
Don’t start shaking.
You keep me safe.
Don't ever think you're the only one
when times are tough in your new age.
Hold me now.
Don’t start shaking.
You keep me safe.
Don't ever think you're the only one
when times are tough in your new age.
You better be cool at the time.
He’s walking along with his soul in his lungs.
Ya stare at him long you can find a new song.
Everyone thinks they've got a new phrase.
But you're still miles away.
You're still miles away.
I said, "You're still miles away."
(Repeat 2x)
Hold me now. Don't start shaking.
You keep me safe.
Don't ever think you're the only one
when times are tough in your new age.
Instrumental Bridge
(Repeat 4x)
Hold me now. Don't start shaking.
You keep me safe.
Don't ever think you're the only one
when times are tough in your new age.
Ok spam gambaq from phone yang dah berzamannnn. And in case you're wondering why I havent been updating, it's because I was busy going on trips with my friends who came down to Kedah and to Sibu, Sarawak as well, to meet ze loverboi hihihi <3 It was only for the weekend, but was worth every penny :)
Ok on with the photos! Tak ikut susunan pon sebab dah lupa chronology haha.
Okeh I'll update photos of my trips later. C-c-c-ya.
The husband and wife duo at the image is found has always been one of my MOST favourite photographers around. They do mainly wedding photos, and also family portraits and such. They also love to take photos of their daughter and son who are totally adorable! Their photos have so much life and emotions to them and I LOVE THEM!
I wish someday, whenever I get married (whenever that is), I'd have cool photographers like them to take my wedding photos. Photos that really capture the moments properly and perfectly.
Heheh angan angan memang banyak. Ok dah. Byebye lets tidoq.
