I wish I was dead sometimes. so my parents wont have to worry about what I'm going to do with my life or them having to look after me until I'm married off and shipped somewhere they can never reach, or having to put up with my disgraceful shenanigans. they would no longer have to be embarrassed by being asked the question " what is your daughter doing now?".  My brother can get my camera and my sister can have all my bags, bracelets and make up ( I cant say clothes because my clothes arent that nice ). I'd make prints of my favourite photographs and sell them, every single sent to charity. I'd donate any organs needed and even my ( lacklustre, omgaswh)  hair.

I dont think I have to wish it, since A levels would be the death of me.

I'm not being emotional, I just always feel shattered when I'm reminded of how much of a burden I am to my folks, and how all of us siblings are somewhat disappointments. None of us earn 10k a month, we dont have the nice cars , we dont score the earth-shattering grades. If me not being around would make my folks' life easier, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I probably wouldnt have raced so hard to reach that darn ovum if I knew my existence was nothing but an accident that's become an annoying splinter burried deep in my parents' skin

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thinking about making this whole blog "neighborhood only"

but then again, I know there's a few of you from high school who still visit to check if I'm still alive. Especially those who don't know my tumblr url.
decisions decisions.

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who wants to rock climbing wimme once my exams are over!
kamon kids!

2 weeks till my last paper!

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above the clouds

Maryam

Omera Joan

afternoon tea

Mount Kinabalu!

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What's the biggest disappointment you've suffered?

gee ace fucking timing QotD.

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Sophie says:
 *shoots self* haha okay
 im going to take a bath,
 have tea, and study
 thank you, for the kind words
her says:
  :)
Sophie says:
 im sorry you have to know all this crap
her says:
 i'm going to talk with him now, and find out what he has to say, if he cares to reply
 ah, don't worry about it
 when i make friends, i sign up for the package deal, not just the good times
 relax
Sophie says:
 T___T
 i love you
 *fist bump*
her says:
 love YOU
 *fist bump*

some people are really special, even if you do know them for what, a month?

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What makes you a good (or bad) neighbor?

I play Backstreet Boys on volumes equivalent to physical assault.

Im sorry, I just.. love feeling 9 again and obsessing over Nick Carter.

I kid I kid. I just have bad music taste. haha

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more than your mind can comprehend.

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hey guys, Ive moved to tumblr!
ill post in vox once in a while ( no promises though )
for more coooool stuff, do give my tumblr a visit. and change my vox link on your blogs for my tumblr since ill be updating regularly ( every second more like it, tumblr is addictive ).

http://israa.tumblr.com/

( ive changed the url , email me to get the new one! :D )

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Im just jaded that way

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